love you
so today is mine and mikes 8 month anniversary and im very happy to have a great relationship with him... hes been the best to me even before we were together he was always great to me and there for me and calling me and such... and now we are even closer to each other and i love it....to know i have finally got my wish from a long time ago to finally be with him is an amazing feeling...i cant tell you how much i love him and how happy i am that hes with me and loves me as much back.
hes put up with my lil mood swings and sometimes i can get jealous and he deals with it. hes put so much effort into our relationship and its on going he does all kinds of wonderful things for me, for us, and i really appreciate it...my friends sometime joke that i use to be obsessed with him, but it was an obsession it was i fell in love with him in 10th grade and thought i could never have him so i tried my hardest to be close to him as much as i could with a friendship or whatever. i never told him back then that i loved him, but he knew i really liked him because i said it and some of our friends said it..everyone could tell i wanted to be with him and some wanted him to be with me.
and one of these days we will be married and have a family and start a new chapter togethre and our lives will grow with each other and become even stronger....i know this is a mushy blog but since its our anniversary i thought itd be a great time for it hehe if anyone is even reading it.
i try my hardest each day not to be such a pain and not to scare him away because without him id be dead inside, id be depressed and would hurt so much that i couldnt stand it. hes all i want and need... everyone says no one is perfect but everyone has someone perfect FOR them... and hes it for me.
im excited for each day we are together and to see what it brings for us. with him living with me makes it even better because i see hime veryday and i getto fall asleep next to the greatest guy/fiancee/ friend ever... not everyone is so lucky to have that and i have it and im keeping it. i dont wanna ever let go of what him and i have together.
its funny when we were in high school i use to wish that i had what some movies had... a girl and guy best friends always hangin out and close end up falling for each other one day.. like the girl falls in love with the guy but he doesnt notice until somethings happens and he realizes he needs her and has to take the chance before he loses her forever... and of course i wanted that guy to be mike. and its basically happened... u wish all these wishes and have all these hopes but u always get impatient because its hard to wait for something you know will make you happy and for something you love.... i waited a long time and i have finally found the one for me... so i think i am one of the most luckiest people right now..
hes put up with my lil mood swings and sometimes i can get jealous and he deals with it. hes put so much effort into our relationship and its on going he does all kinds of wonderful things for me, for us, and i really appreciate it...my friends sometime joke that i use to be obsessed with him, but it was an obsession it was i fell in love with him in 10th grade and thought i could never have him so i tried my hardest to be close to him as much as i could with a friendship or whatever. i never told him back then that i loved him, but he knew i really liked him because i said it and some of our friends said it..everyone could tell i wanted to be with him and some wanted him to be with me.
and one of these days we will be married and have a family and start a new chapter togethre and our lives will grow with each other and become even stronger....i know this is a mushy blog but since its our anniversary i thought itd be a great time for it hehe if anyone is even reading it.
i try my hardest each day not to be such a pain and not to scare him away because without him id be dead inside, id be depressed and would hurt so much that i couldnt stand it. hes all i want and need... everyone says no one is perfect but everyone has someone perfect FOR them... and hes it for me.
im excited for each day we are together and to see what it brings for us. with him living with me makes it even better because i see hime veryday and i getto fall asleep next to the greatest guy/fiancee/ friend ever... not everyone is so lucky to have that and i have it and im keeping it. i dont wanna ever let go of what him and i have together.
its funny when we were in high school i use to wish that i had what some movies had... a girl and guy best friends always hangin out and close end up falling for each other one day.. like the girl falls in love with the guy but he doesnt notice until somethings happens and he realizes he needs her and has to take the chance before he loses her forever... and of course i wanted that guy to be mike. and its basically happened... u wish all these wishes and have all these hopes but u always get impatient because its hard to wait for something you know will make you happy and for something you love.... i waited a long time and i have finally found the one for me... so i think i am one of the most luckiest people right now..