Snotty
well lately ive been hangin wit yo yo and jen a lot still with the guys. i found out now stacey(hes a dude) likes me too. so stacey,eddie,snake and alan like me... i get old creepy men lol well stacey isnt really creepy just i dont know him well and i dunno lol... anyways its weird. i mean i would love to have a relationship but not with any of them. i dont have any feelings for any of them whatsoever so therefore i cannot do anything with them. my friends said to just fool around wit them then cuz it wont cuz any harm but it will cause harm for the fact i dont fool around wit random people who i dont like. id feel dirty and blah. ive kissed snake and stacey but only cuz we bet them to do some shit and said wed kiss them if they did it. thats it it was meaningless.
so ive been feeling kinda lonely again. ive been really happy and not worrying about being single for awhile now and ive been loving being single.. i still kind of do ubt i would also like to find someone. but its hard to find true nice guy ior watever. i know the guy will have his bad moments and wont always be a niec guy which is fine. but i would like him to treat me well u know? and actually like and wanna be wit me. but one day ill find a good guy like that.
i also been wanting to hang out wit more friends and new people but i havent been able to do that yet. i miss having a big group of friends surrounding me all the time lol i miss them. but plus i just would like to go out and do new stuff and not the asme ol routine as i have been doing lately. but whatever...YAY!!! im in a really good/hyper mood
chris called me at like 430am this morning and scared me and jen. we were laying together on the couch and then we were basically asleep and then his ring went off and i jumpedup and was like " its chris!" so i talked to him a bit and jen said some tihngs to him as well mainly about ashley lol argh i guess:)...so i talked to him a bit i was so hypre and i was wide awake since he woke me up that it took me a bit to actually fall asleep after that.. b ut its ok im over it. PEOPLE NEED TO CALL ME MORE OFTEN! not just him lol other friends cuz im afraid to call people haha its sad i know=) well anyways dinners ready and i need a showerim hot and sticky.o0o0 kinky.. well ttyl byes
so ive been feeling kinda lonely again. ive been really happy and not worrying about being single for awhile now and ive been loving being single.. i still kind of do ubt i would also like to find someone. but its hard to find true nice guy ior watever. i know the guy will have his bad moments and wont always be a niec guy which is fine. but i would like him to treat me well u know? and actually like and wanna be wit me. but one day ill find a good guy like that.
i also been wanting to hang out wit more friends and new people but i havent been able to do that yet. i miss having a big group of friends surrounding me all the time lol i miss them. but plus i just would like to go out and do new stuff and not the asme ol routine as i have been doing lately. but whatever...YAY!!! im in a really good/hyper mood
chris called me at like 430am this morning and scared me and jen. we were laying together on the couch and then we were basically asleep and then his ring went off and i jumpedup and was like " its chris!" so i talked to him a bit and jen said some tihngs to him as well mainly about ashley lol argh i guess:)...so i talked to him a bit i was so hypre and i was wide awake since he woke me up that it took me a bit to actually fall asleep after that.. b ut its ok im over it. PEOPLE NEED TO CALL ME MORE OFTEN! not just him lol other friends cuz im afraid to call people haha its sad i know=) well anyways dinners ready and i need a showerim hot and sticky.o0o0 kinky.. well ttyl byes