Love sucks
Well i found out that he doesnt like me and it was like putting a knife through my heart. Why do i do this to myself... i fall for a guy and i end up falling hard and then in the end i ALWAYS get hurt. I see all these couples at school or i hear about my friend's boyfriedns/girlfriends and think how unfair it is that i will probably never have that. I wish that just ONE guy would look at me differently and see more than an ugly geek or see me as more than a friend but that will never happen no matter how much i want it.