Apr 29, 2005 00:51
another white zen night......of course i am in good spirits.....strange....I am so happy right now....but a year ago I tried to kill myself three times through drinking and sleeping pills....for me to be here now and be such a good mood is amazing to me.....so maybe i dont have to share my thoughts with someone or share a kiss....all i know that something unsually great is happening to me now and i couldnt ask or want anything else....there are no words to speak of my mind and heart are so with each other in this harmony...i have no idea how i got here but i enjoy very much so....
So I had an awesome evening tonite....I spent it watching horror movies and drinking some white zen with my roomate....whom i love very much....we watched Carnival of Souls and Dementia 13.....very good movies with no cheese just straight up horror with all the suspense and thrill and twists....very great flicks.....so i'm going to end this thought.*besos*