come pick me up, take me out, fuck me up..... what a deal

[karebear1345]

i hate that hes just enough to make me feel something i shouldnt, but thank god hes repulsive enough that i wont fall....... hung out with him after baby sitting. he wanted me to sleep over which is super weird. i of course denied b/c i have trouble sleeping with anyone but especailly someone who grinds their teeth, jerks around so much u think they're kicking u, and breathes louder than anyone needs to. plus thats just inviting trouble and feelings. sex would be better than cuddling and sleeping over......dammit! he complicating things i think i need to be more clear about this situation. he even feels bad for not offering taking me out more and im like dude... im not in it for the dates..... but ill take them anyway boys are crazy

starting to really think the BK thing is a waste of time... but ive got nothing better to do and its fun

tomorrow..well today im going hiking hopefully call me to come i'll be fun

tomorrow night ...well tonight, im drinking... alot call me if u want in and hopefully im going to see dave brubeck...god bless jazz

sunday... fucking parade im so excited god its good to be irish!!!!!!!!!