dumbness
I'm sick of teachers who don't care, who are not responsible and who are complete *itches. I could hardly see the words on my midterm today because i was seeing double. I had two darvasets in me and my back IS still in pain. They did help a little but not like i wanted them too. I can't sit today and i could hardly walk when i first got out of bed today. I can walk better now but really slow. I can't lift my leg and i could hardly put on my pants, socks and shoes this morning. I hate the pain but in all honesty....
I would rather be in pain and know that it came from having fun then sitting around watching everyone else do things while i feel fine!
This weekend i went to Great Wolf Lodge with my ENTIRE family and had a blast. I went down waterslides and got soaking wet in the water park. I'm done saying "I can't" and i told my mom that this weekend.
I'm sick of being left out because of my back. I can do things, i just have to be careful and not go way over the top.
I'm still a little worried about a certain situation because i don't know if it's going good or bad. To me, it's going good but someone wants to talk to me about it and i don't know how to take it. Either way, i'm not worrying to much about it and i'm not getting myself all worked up about it anymore. But i will need to be CONVINCED that what may happen will be good and is right.
I'm finally doing good, even through the bad times and i'm not going to let that change!
The only thing that is bothering me is that i just want to give up on school because i really just want to be a stay at home mom and i'm sick of trying to get through this with my darn back distracting me all the time. I know i will graduate someday but it sucks when everyone else will be done 2-3 years before i will when we all started at the same time.
Can life ever be perfect for just ONE day?
I would rather be in pain and know that it came from having fun then sitting around watching everyone else do things while i feel fine!
This weekend i went to Great Wolf Lodge with my ENTIRE family and had a blast. I went down waterslides and got soaking wet in the water park. I'm done saying "I can't" and i told my mom that this weekend.
I'm sick of being left out because of my back. I can do things, i just have to be careful and not go way over the top.
I'm still a little worried about a certain situation because i don't know if it's going good or bad. To me, it's going good but someone wants to talk to me about it and i don't know how to take it. Either way, i'm not worrying to much about it and i'm not getting myself all worked up about it anymore. But i will need to be CONVINCED that what may happen will be good and is right.
I'm finally doing good, even through the bad times and i'm not going to let that change!
The only thing that is bothering me is that i just want to give up on school because i really just want to be a stay at home mom and i'm sick of trying to get through this with my darn back distracting me all the time. I know i will graduate someday but it sucks when everyone else will be done 2-3 years before i will when we all started at the same time.
Can life ever be perfect for just ONE day?