Dec 04, 2006 00:41
Aaron Smith you inspire me. I love you saying, "life is a joke." I take life too seriously and i need to stop. Life will go on and things will go up and down.
This week i have felt like the "bad guy" wherever i went. Not by all but just by some. Just because two people are now ex's does not mean they are not friends. If the both of us are fine with hanging out and doing parties then everyone else should be. I had just as much right to be there as everyone else. We were all friends before and just because we went through hard times doesn't mean that we can't still be friends. He wanted me there, therefore i went. It's none of your business unless we make it so stop trying to make me out as the "Bad guy" because i'm not. No one is. Things happen.
And as it goes with another friend, we are best friends. There is no limit as to when and why i hang out with you. I'm sick of people getting into everyones business when they don't even know the truth. Again just because we are ex's does not mean a DARN thing. We are friends and we are always going to be best friends. I'm sick of people judging, especially when they hardly know the person they are judging.
I'm sick of being jealous of love because love is not jealous. As the bible says,
Love is long suffering,
love is kind,
it is not jealous,
love does not boast,
it is not inflated.
It is not discourteous,
it is not selfish,
it is not irritable,
it does not enumerate the evil.
It does not rejoice over the wrong, but rejoices in the truth
It covers all things,
it has faith for all things,
it hopes in all things,
it endures in all things.
I need to let you go! This is what you want and i'm done being jealous. I'm better than this, it's not me.