Positive feelings
I have realized lately that all my entries have been horrible. I'm sorry for all of you who had to read the problems going on in my life.
Recently i have talked to a friend and a sister who have really showed me some things i really needed to see.
I never show my friends or sisters how much i care about them and what they do for me. I appreciate all of your help and advice. For some reason this last month has been a struggle of confusion. I didn't know what i wanted in life. Then i talked to my sister this last weekend and i finally got it. I now know what i want in my life and i know that i have to do this for myself. I have been worrying about what i have been doing to other people so much that i didn't see what i had been doing to myself. Things are different now and even though i may not be getting what i want right now, i know that in time it will come.
So thank you to all of you who care enough to just let me know that you are there and that you care for me. I'm sorry for being so negative and i want that to change.
Recently i have talked to a friend and a sister who have really showed me some things i really needed to see.
I never show my friends or sisters how much i care about them and what they do for me. I appreciate all of your help and advice. For some reason this last month has been a struggle of confusion. I didn't know what i wanted in life. Then i talked to my sister this last weekend and i finally got it. I now know what i want in my life and i know that i have to do this for myself. I have been worrying about what i have been doing to other people so much that i didn't see what i had been doing to myself. Things are different now and even though i may not be getting what i want right now, i know that in time it will come.
So thank you to all of you who care enough to just let me know that you are there and that you care for me. I'm sorry for being so negative and i want that to change.