i hate drugs
ok i think i am done taking my pills for awhile. I'm actually scared now. I went to work today and my back has been really bad lately as usual. Well i decided to take another pill but this time i made sure to eat enough before my pill. Well about 45 minutes later one of the cooks looked at me and asked if i was feeling ok because my face and lips were really white. I told her it was my pill again but i didn't feel like i was going to pass out this time. I just felt like i was really spaced out and i was shaking again. So i ate a grilled cheese. Then about 20 minutes later i walked over to the cook and asked if i looked better. Well i guess my face wasn't as white but my eyes were all watery and "weird looking" and i was STILL shaking. So my boss made me sit with them and eat my food. Then they wouldn't let me do anything. There were about 10 cooks and my boss all around me asking if i needed anything. I don't think i have ever felt so loved by so many people at one time. They wouldn't even let me walk home so one of the cooks ended up driving me home.
This is so annoying and a little embarressing. I'm getting sick of feeling like this. I can't focus and i'm always in pain. I hate telling people that i'm in pain too. But i guess people can always tell i am in pain and it sucks. I don't know what is going to happen but i do know that i need a lot of prayer.
This is so annoying and a little embarressing. I'm getting sick of feeling like this. I can't focus and i'm always in pain. I hate telling people that i'm in pain too. But i guess people can always tell i am in pain and it sucks. I don't know what is going to happen but i do know that i need a lot of prayer.