X'mas is here?
I didn't even realise X'mas was this weekend until R asked me what cake I want, and where we are going to celebrate. It definitely didn't feel like X'mas at all. And I'm so not in the mood to celebrate.
I have too many thoughts in my mind. Too many unhappy thoughts.
And now the nymph has gone home. I really, really miss her. Only 7 years old, but she's gone through so much, and at moments, I can see her learning to hide her feelings, her words. There are other moments when she's so child-like, so happy and revealed her wishes which totally broke my heart. She deserves so much more.
I have so much to say, but no idea where to start.
I sincerely wish, if I can, this X'mas, for everyone's wishes to come true. For everyone to be very, very happy.
I have too many thoughts in my mind. Too many unhappy thoughts.
And now the nymph has gone home. I really, really miss her. Only 7 years old, but she's gone through so much, and at moments, I can see her learning to hide her feelings, her words. There are other moments when she's so child-like, so happy and revealed her wishes which totally broke my heart. She deserves so much more.
I have so much to say, but no idea where to start.
I sincerely wish, if I can, this X'mas, for everyone's wishes to come true. For everyone to be very, very happy.