Strength is something the Weak is affraid of
Because I got that Iced Cafe Mocha at good'ol Starbucks
I'm so alive right now still. Tomorrow I'll be applying
somewhere new with some of my girls.
Lately, after being at my lowest
I've been frantically trying to keep busy
but not busy enough. There are nights that
I have come back to frantically stopping my
eyes from raining on my pillow and questioning
myself and what I used to see.
It's still a tad hard that things are the way
they are and that someone I cared so much
about and who said cared alot about me sadly isn't
even someone I can look at anymore.
Changing is always the way to go when I'm stuck
in this exact situation. It sucks that in my whole
life I have never regretted anything but I think
this time it's for real that out of all things
to regret. I regret you for waiting for me and I
REGRET THE LAST COUPLE OF YEAR I WASTED.
done the end
I'm so alive right now still. Tomorrow I'll be applying
somewhere new with some of my girls.
Lately, after being at my lowest
I've been frantically trying to keep busy
but not busy enough. There are nights that
I have come back to frantically stopping my
eyes from raining on my pillow and questioning
myself and what I used to see.
It's still a tad hard that things are the way
they are and that someone I cared so much
about and who said cared alot about me sadly isn't
even someone I can look at anymore.
Changing is always the way to go when I'm stuck
in this exact situation. It sucks that in my whole
life I have never regretted anything but I think
this time it's for real that out of all things
to regret. I regret you for waiting for me and I
REGRET THE LAST COUPLE OF YEAR I WASTED.
done the end