May 27, 2004 17:05
It's a little after 5 at night and I'm just eating my dinner. I am having pierogies and a bowl of refried beans with lots of cheese mixed in and a glass of apple juice. Yum yum! I know, I'm weird...nobody likes refried beans, especially the canned kind!
So I had my debate yesterday. And I totally BOMBED it. I was so devastated. I had this huge like anxiety attack thing right in the middle and completely fucked it up. I lost my place and then panicked and started rambling things that made no sense. I didn't even know what I was saying. During cross examination, Shay asked me something about what I had said and I was like "what do you mean by that?" when it was me who said it in the first place! Duh. I was so embarrassed. But I am determined to kick total ass next Wednesday when we switch over to the affirmative side. I owe it to my poor partner, anyway, who has to deal with me!
So tomorrow I'm going to Philadelphia with one of the grades from my mom's school so that I can help push Nathaniel around on their walking tour of the city. It will be lots of fun I think! He's a nice kid. I'm so glad I was asked to do it. And while I'm there, I will look around for the street we are going to for Pride! Who knows if we will be in that area, but you never know. Just in case my uncles can't come, I should at least aquaintance myself a little bit.
So I got my research paper done for Ethics. I was very proud of myself. Now all I have to do is my one for Contemporary American Lit. Woohoo. That one should be a real blast. Well I'm gonna go now...buh bye.