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So Heather is back....she's taking a shower right now in my bathroom. I was really glad to see her but I hope she knows that I would have been happier if she would have found somewhere to stay so that she was safe. I have this feeling she thinks I secretly dont want her to find somewhere or something, just cuz I miss her. I can't help but miss her, she's the love of my life, but more than anything I want her to find somewhere where she is happy and far away from her dad. I already know our relationship will be fine....no matter how far apart we are. But I don't want her to think I don't want her to move away, because I want her to do whatever it takes to keep herself sane! I love her....and that's what love is about. I still feel kinda blank....I don't know, it's kind of weird and I guess I just wish I could feel something. Happiness, sadness, pain, anything really...