There is no title to shortly explain how i'm feeling?
So i got sent home from work today. I have to go back at 3 but whatever. I get the a.m. off. And i'm going to see Darby tonight.
I spent the weekend with him we went camping in Salisbury it was such a good time. We hung out alll night on the strips then went back to the tent for a while then went out to look for pizza at 1 a.m. and Hampton was all closed so we went back to Salisbury and not only got a slice but then Sal's gave us a whole pizza for free because they were closing. Then we went back to the tent and attempted to sleep but couldn't and i was getting realllly tired and sore and we had plans really early so he went out to find something to drink or something and while he was gone i fell asleep and then he came back. Then like a half hour later we went and watched the sunrise 3 years in a row. yeeahh. it was gorgeous i'm glad I can share something like that with him. it was nice. Then we went back to the tent and slept till 11:30 and we packed up and went back to my house for a while. We went to
see the movie Harold and Kumar go to White Castle. Which was really really funny. Then back to my house and I fell asleep a little bit and it was really really uncomfortably hot in my room. So he ended up going home a little earlier than I would've liked but it's ok. It was a really good time. :) thanks hun
I found out someone hates me tho. I've never been hated by someone that i thought i liked and that i thought liked me. Or at least I didn't know it. It made me sad but then it made me really really angry.
And then Sunday I was supposed to hang out but i woke up and i was ok but my throat and ears and head hurt and then I went to get my mom breakfast and when I came back I started throwing up and stuff. it was soo random but i felt shitty the rest of the day. So once again it seems like i've blown off friends but i really don't mean to piss people off liek that.
Hopefully if everything works out Tuesday I'll chill with Nicki, Becca and Nicole.
I have a lot more to say but i feel like crying and I'm at my mom's work so I don't really wanna start. So whatever i'll swallow it down and bottle up my emotions just like I usually do. Cuz that's what i'm good at! FTW.
I'm gonna go get The return of the King and watch it by myself while I try to read 2 of the books due for A.P. English bleh shoot me in the face.
I spent the weekend with him we went camping in Salisbury it was such a good time. We hung out alll night on the strips then went back to the tent for a while then went out to look for pizza at 1 a.m. and Hampton was all closed so we went back to Salisbury and not only got a slice but then Sal's gave us a whole pizza for free because they were closing. Then we went back to the tent and attempted to sleep but couldn't and i was getting realllly tired and sore and we had plans really early so he went out to find something to drink or something and while he was gone i fell asleep and then he came back. Then like a half hour later we went and watched the sunrise 3 years in a row. yeeahh. it was gorgeous i'm glad I can share something like that with him. it was nice. Then we went back to the tent and slept till 11:30 and we packed up and went back to my house for a while. We went to
see the movie Harold and Kumar go to White Castle. Which was really really funny. Then back to my house and I fell asleep a little bit and it was really really uncomfortably hot in my room. So he ended up going home a little earlier than I would've liked but it's ok. It was a really good time. :) thanks hun
I found out someone hates me tho. I've never been hated by someone that i thought i liked and that i thought liked me. Or at least I didn't know it. It made me sad but then it made me really really angry.
And then Sunday I was supposed to hang out but i woke up and i was ok but my throat and ears and head hurt and then I went to get my mom breakfast and when I came back I started throwing up and stuff. it was soo random but i felt shitty the rest of the day. So once again it seems like i've blown off friends but i really don't mean to piss people off liek that.
Hopefully if everything works out Tuesday I'll chill with Nicki, Becca and Nicole.
I have a lot more to say but i feel like crying and I'm at my mom's work so I don't really wanna start. So whatever i'll swallow it down and bottle up my emotions just like I usually do. Cuz that's what i'm good at! FTW.
I'm gonna go get The return of the King and watch it by myself while I try to read 2 of the books due for A.P. English bleh shoot me in the face.