At Jamie's celebrating her birthday which was umm a month or so ago....
So i've had a very busy week and well summer so far. I'm not a very good friend to a lot of people and it seems like a lot of my girlfriends are feeling neglected. I just need people to come to me and say listen, this day or this day we are hanging out... ok? and then i'll say ok this day would be better for me... see you there. And i need to know in advance because i have a weird schedule and I'm a major homebody and if i'm laying down and it's 8 o'clock and you say hey let's go out tonight I'm not gonna go... because I really am lame like that.
I don't mean to be a bad friend and if you want to talk and chat that's cool. I have no money but I love being with people. I'm sorry if i've hurt u. i really do appreciate it when people are there for me. And just because i don't seem as close as i once did doesn't mean I don't want to be a part of your life. I do in the biggest way you could ever imagine. So please don't let my irresponsibilities ruin what we have.... I would die the most painful death for some of you people....
I don't mean to be a bad friend and if you want to talk and chat that's cool. I have no money but I love being with people. I'm sorry if i've hurt u. i really do appreciate it when people are there for me. And just because i don't seem as close as i once did doesn't mean I don't want to be a part of your life. I do in the biggest way you could ever imagine. So please don't let my irresponsibilities ruin what we have.... I would die the most painful death for some of you people....