Mike: So have you hooked up with anyone lately? Me: Nah, I'm kinda on a dry spell.
Me in Afterthought: Man that sucks... What am I doing wrong? Maybe it's cuz i don't try.
Massive Con, Driving up there I was rewally excited and really nervous and ended up getting my self feeling very anxiety-ish which sucked b/c I got very flushed and worried etc. Once I got there i saw a bunch of people and I ended up helping Brianna with the lanyards, we got a system so it worked well which was good.
I felt kinda shitty that I hadn't gone to any planning meetings yet I was on staff.. I mean I was just running the store but i got a keychain and stood up and stuff, but i felt that some people didn't like that. Well, it's not that I felt it, i mean I did fell it but I heard that someone was saying shitty things or whatever. And because of my work schedule etc I wasn't able to go to any of the meetings, but I was told that it was ok that I didn't. So whatever. But all i feel is that if someone was talking it means more than one person was, Have the balls to talk to me if you have a problem. otherwise keep your damn mouth shut.
So Friday night Darby came late. May i just say, the second that boy gets there i feel so much more comfortable. he has to be one of the greatest friends i have. I trust him with my life and more. And he makes me feel better all the time. He and I spent a lot of time together over the massive con weekend and it was really nice. We kill each other but it's fun and it's all in good fun... Even tho he tells me i'm Fat and ugly.... And just for the record: Darby and I don't hook up. We are just very good friends and that's it. There's nothing more. I don't mind people wondering cuz I mean we flirt a lot, but have the decency to ask, Don't go assuming something has happened cuz I assure I'd be damn proud and not hide it if i were to hook up with someone. And especially if you are going to assume something, keep it to yourself. Cuz it's ridiculous if you don't.
But no worries... I haven't hooked up with anyone since like February. And I'll let you know when I do. haha
The rest of the weekend was good. Not great I was going through a lot of feeling very unwanted/lied to about feelings etc. I just don't get the same feelings that I used to from cons. But I know my time isn't done there. It's weird as upset as i felt last year when i didn't get Chaplin i think i'm going to run again. your support there would be great cuz i really do think I could do a great job. But i'll worry about it that weekend or at least closer to that weekend.
Bridging is the next con too which makes me really sad. I'm not bridging yet but next year I will.
i've also been thinking about running for a National Honor Society position. prolly Secratary or V. President. I could even handle Treasurer. Not sure if i'm 'cool' enough to get President tho. lol
i'm going back to work for the first day in like 3 weeks tomorrow!! Can't wait. And then I have Demo on Friday.
I might go on the family weekend to Star, but I'm not doing the teend week cuz i have a demo the 19th and I have school the 21st and 22nd
Is anyone going to the family weekend?? hmmm...
call me or something 978-457-6036 or email me shortyedf@yahoo.com or im me shotee411
ladeda... I've been liking school tho... thanks to those peopel that make me like it. especially my mean girls.
P.S. boys stop breaking my heart.... and if you wanna try and like me and not break my heart... let me know ;)
Massive Con, Driving up there I was rewally excited and really nervous and ended up getting my self feeling very anxiety-ish which sucked b/c I got very flushed and worried etc. Once I got there i saw a bunch of people and I ended up helping Brianna with the lanyards, we got a system so it worked well which was good.
I felt kinda shitty that I hadn't gone to any planning meetings yet I was on staff.. I mean I was just running the store but i got a keychain and stood up and stuff, but i felt that some people didn't like that. Well, it's not that I felt it, i mean I did fell it but I heard that someone was saying shitty things or whatever. And because of my work schedule etc I wasn't able to go to any of the meetings, but I was told that it was ok that I didn't. So whatever. But all i feel is that if someone was talking it means more than one person was, Have the balls to talk to me if you have a problem. otherwise keep your damn mouth shut.
So Friday night Darby came late. May i just say, the second that boy gets there i feel so much more comfortable. he has to be one of the greatest friends i have. I trust him with my life and more. And he makes me feel better all the time. He and I spent a lot of time together over the massive con weekend and it was really nice. We kill each other but it's fun and it's all in good fun... Even tho he tells me i'm Fat and ugly.... And just for the record: Darby and I don't hook up. We are just very good friends and that's it. There's nothing more. I don't mind people wondering cuz I mean we flirt a lot, but have the decency to ask, Don't go assuming something has happened cuz I assure I'd be damn proud and not hide it if i were to hook up with someone. And especially if you are going to assume something, keep it to yourself. Cuz it's ridiculous if you don't.
But no worries... I haven't hooked up with anyone since like February. And I'll let you know when I do. haha
The rest of the weekend was good. Not great I was going through a lot of feeling very unwanted/lied to about feelings etc. I just don't get the same feelings that I used to from cons. But I know my time isn't done there. It's weird as upset as i felt last year when i didn't get Chaplin i think i'm going to run again. your support there would be great cuz i really do think I could do a great job. But i'll worry about it that weekend or at least closer to that weekend.
Bridging is the next con too which makes me really sad. I'm not bridging yet but next year I will.
i've also been thinking about running for a National Honor Society position. prolly Secratary or V. President. I could even handle Treasurer. Not sure if i'm 'cool' enough to get President tho. lol
i'm going back to work for the first day in like 3 weeks tomorrow!! Can't wait. And then I have Demo on Friday.
I might go on the family weekend to Star, but I'm not doing the teend week cuz i have a demo the 19th and I have school the 21st and 22nd
Is anyone going to the family weekend?? hmmm...
call me or something 978-457-6036 or email me shortyedf@yahoo.com or im me shotee411
ladeda... I've been liking school tho... thanks to those peopel that make me like it. especially my mean girls.
P.S. boys stop breaking my heart.... and if you wanna try and like me and not break my heart... let me know ;)