because music is my life... // COLORS ～Melody and Harmony～
Right now I'm listening to COLORS ～Melody and Harmony～ for the first time and... I can't stop shivering.
OMG.
Usually that only happens when video and audio are so overwhelming that I lose control over my body (like concerts, concert DVDs and MVs)... but... when it's them, their voices are already enough to send me over the edge.
They sent my heart out of this universe and right back to me in a split second... do you know that feeling?
That's what COLORS ～Melody and Harmony～ makes me feel like.
Right now my friend is joking about my reactions. She says "and soon your ears will lose their virginity to Shelter"... XD
Actually... "soon" is "now" and you get a live-report! XD
*pushes the PLAY button*
...
...
...
*dies happily right here and there*
It's a dream... it must be one... how can voices fill you up from head to toe like this?
It should be forbidden... or no... nooo. Legalize it and let's all share that feeling.
And oooh~ I found the morning-recording.
Haaaah...
My feet are getting cold, haha @__@
I guess in no time I'll be singing this... in lessons... again...
Shame on me, but that's something I'll easily get distracted by.
And I won't even make the slightest effort to concentrate on anything else!!!
So... intense.
Wow.
How should I ever stop shaking tonight?
Will this ever stop?
//I hope not.//
My friend can't decide which song she likes more... well, I can't either.
For COLORS ～Melody and Harmony～ the feelings are much more intense. It's so warm and charming... even though I didn't try to get up any of my Japanese and didn't try to make out any sense at 2 am. XD'
But when listening to Shelter... their voices rob my mind... my last bit of sanity... it's all gone for good. XDDD''
The feelings aren't there at once and fill you as in the other song, but they build up right in you and take you off the ground.
I can even see them singing when I close my eyes... woah, freaky... @_@'
If anyone saw me right now they'd think I'm totally retarded... but... there's no coherent thought left.
I wonder how I still manage to use any English at all.
Probably because I still try to find the right words... but maybe I should go and invent a new one instead.
But isn't it weird how the song with that title keeps me in it's ban even more?
Ever since the songs' names were out I thought "Wow. My favourite word. Cool."
So maybe it's just a natural reaction to Shelter?
Dunno what gives me so strong feelings about that word... maybe because AJ used to be my shelter... now that I lost that place to go back to Who said that there's always a place called KAT-TUN that you can come back to? I'm gonna tell him he's a fucking liar! TT___TTI felt lost and that song's just... ohmy... sorry, I'm crying when I think of it that way XD''
2 a.m. is really not the right time to think about your own feelings XD'
But there are 2 things I can say for sure.
1) Music is what fills me up. Music is what makes me feel every possible thing there is. And because of that it's my life, my everything... it's me.
2) One world. One TVXQ. One red ocean. Forever.
OMG.
Usually that only happens when video and audio are so overwhelming that I lose control over my body (like concerts, concert DVDs and MVs)... but... when it's them, their voices are already enough to send me over the edge.
They sent my heart out of this universe and right back to me in a split second... do you know that feeling?
That's what COLORS ～Melody and Harmony～ makes me feel like.
Right now my friend is joking about my reactions. She says "and soon your ears will lose their virginity to Shelter"... XD
Actually... "soon" is "now" and you get a live-report! XD
*pushes the PLAY button*
...
...
...
*dies happily right here and there*
It's a dream... it must be one... how can voices fill you up from head to toe like this?
It should be forbidden... or no... nooo. Legalize it and let's all share that feeling.
And oooh~ I found the morning-recording.
Haaaah...
My feet are getting cold, haha @__@
I guess in no time I'll be singing this... in lessons... again...
Shame on me, but that's something I'll easily get distracted by.
And I won't even make the slightest effort to concentrate on anything else!!!
So... intense.
Wow.
How should I ever stop shaking tonight?
Will this ever stop?
//I hope not.//
My friend can't decide which song she likes more... well, I can't either.
For COLORS ～Melody and Harmony～ the feelings are much more intense. It's so warm and charming... even though I didn't try to get up any of my Japanese and didn't try to make out any sense at 2 am. XD'
But when listening to Shelter... their voices rob my mind... my last bit of sanity... it's all gone for good. XDDD''
The feelings aren't there at once and fill you as in the other song, but they build up right in you and take you off the ground.
I can even see them singing when I close my eyes... woah, freaky... @_@'
If anyone saw me right now they'd think I'm totally retarded... but... there's no coherent thought left.
I wonder how I still manage to use any English at all.
Probably because I still try to find the right words... but maybe I should go and invent a new one instead.
But isn't it weird how the song with that title keeps me in it's ban even more?
Ever since the songs' names were out I thought "Wow. My favourite word. Cool."
So maybe it's just a natural reaction to Shelter?
Dunno what gives me so strong feelings about that word... maybe because AJ used to be my shelter... now that I lost that place to go back to Who said that there's always a place called KAT-TUN that you can come back to? I'm gonna tell him he's a fucking liar! TT___TTI felt lost and that song's just... ohmy... sorry, I'm crying when I think of it that way XD''
2 a.m. is really not the right time to think about your own feelings XD'
But there are 2 things I can say for sure.
1) Music is what fills me up. Music is what makes me feel every possible thing there is. And because of that it's my life, my everything... it's me.
2) One world. One TVXQ. One red ocean. Forever.