still here

May 23, 2005 07:43

well day 2 of the night shift is done. i am soo sleepy. i need to stay awake a bit longer so i can adjust to night again. my hand seems healed finally so that's good. no nightmares for the first time in 3 days and i just want to curl up and forget the world for just a little while. i have to park the car cause i can't find the title and that means the tags are still expired and THAT means i have to walk to work or risk getting a ticket.it's only a couple of miles so it won't be bad. i think i'm going to restring 1 or both my electric guitars now and maybe move a tv into my room so i can play some games to kill time. taking things day to day and keeping hope alive for better times.

feeling this alone sucks, even with everyone around me all the time.

i'll be ok.
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