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BloodxFlower gets to come home for a week, but will have to go back for a month. it seems as though this will be the pattern for the next 3 months or so.
I'm steam cleaning all the carpets now and what i can't steam clean i'll spray down with this cheap lysol stuff.
for the first time the other day i realized i actually feel strong, since i push carts all the time i knew i was gaining muscule at a good pace but i realized that i felt strong. i've felt so weak for years so it's nice to know i'm pulling myself together. truthfully i couldn't have done it without BloodXFlower, she's always there trying to make sure i stay motivated.
speaking of her she's realyy depressed about not getting to come home and stay. i really miss her and i want her here again.
well i have to get off and clean some more, later all.
I'm steam cleaning all the carpets now and what i can't steam clean i'll spray down with this cheap lysol stuff.
for the first time the other day i realized i actually feel strong, since i push carts all the time i knew i was gaining muscule at a good pace but i realized that i felt strong. i've felt so weak for years so it's nice to know i'm pulling myself together. truthfully i couldn't have done it without BloodXFlower, she's always there trying to make sure i stay motivated.
speaking of her she's realyy depressed about not getting to come home and stay. i really miss her and i want her here again.
well i have to get off and clean some more, later all.