still searching for a way out of this shit
Why is life so damn difficult? What happened? Why is it so hard to be happy and successful? I can't seem to get ahead in life.
i keep getting dragged down. stuck with the people i don't want to become. I can't seem to get away from the dancing thing. I quit, but then i can't get a real job. bills pile up, and i'm stuck having to go back for a day. i can't deal with it anymore.
haven't i already hit bottom? i can't go down any lower than i already am...if i do i don't think i could handle it.
i miss the easier, happier days...the ones where i was convinced i would be successful and never be in the spot i am now. Nowhere in my dreams did i ever think i would have to dance. where did i go wrong?
sometimes i hate myself...
i keep getting dragged down. stuck with the people i don't want to become. I can't seem to get away from the dancing thing. I quit, but then i can't get a real job. bills pile up, and i'm stuck having to go back for a day. i can't deal with it anymore.
haven't i already hit bottom? i can't go down any lower than i already am...if i do i don't think i could handle it.
i miss the easier, happier days...the ones where i was convinced i would be successful and never be in the spot i am now. Nowhere in my dreams did i ever think i would have to dance. where did i go wrong?
sometimes i hate myself...