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As I seem unable to do the last bit of reading that I need to for homework.. I figure I'll be doing it on the bus tomorrow instead. It's fairly short, at least. But I really. Cannot. Pay attention. Right now. I got the first part done, and the "Activity" she gave us last week, so I should be good. If not, then I should be okay, anyway.
... not like anyone cares, really. Just felt like noting.
I need to draw. I haven't really finished anything in a long while, and I feel really unproductive. Sure, I've got classwork and all. But I need to draw for myself, too. I have time to. I just. Don't. Get. Anything. Done. Normally because I don't like it, what I've sketched. ._. The propotions look odd, the faces won't work for me, etc. I've got one nice drawing of Arazyal, but I wanted to add a background and I can't decide on that. I have another of someone else (it started off female, then decided it wanted to be male -- looks kind of like Arcon, but I really have no idea who the hell it is. Maybe I'll give it streaks and say it's some weird AU Phenex-thing). And then I have a bunch of unfinished sketches -- one of a Persona-fied Phenex/Benu which. Currently does not have a head. It is also in need of some sort of clothing, because he refuses to let me leave him naked. And I have another of what's supposed to be Gad' with a guitar. Which looks *really* crappy and I think I might chuck it. I also still have my second thing for Spike which is.. mostly done. I just need to finish a few details and ink it. I didn't even start the one for Ishak, 'though. ._. I really need to do that. But I'm bad at drawing muscley guys.. *sigh* Um. Oh. And I have a pen-drawing of an eel/fish boy. Which I like, but am afraid to do anything more with. I don't want to screw up. I just have a really light sketch done for his body, and I want to add in some musculature and spikes and frills and fishy things. So far the only part I've finished on him is the head. And the hair. If I do it right, he should end up having really kickin' looking hair.
.. was not bugged today. Not by Floyd, anyway. Which is good. Here's hoping he does not show up on Monday. I verymuch do not want to deal with him then. Ahn. As for today, turned in my hands. Then had to do a full-page drawing using, mostly, the eraser. Had to black out the page with charcoal and then erase out the lights of the figure. It was a bit odd, and my propotions ended up wonky because I went about it wrong. But eh. It also made me get charcoal smudges all over my face and arms. There's still charcoal stuck in the grooves in my fingers that would not come out despite repeated handswashing.
Nothing important, in the end. Um. I. Still. Hng. I wish I knew what to do in social situations. I could elaborate. I won't. Just leave it at that right now. I don't want to babble, and I don't want to get attached because it's probably nothing.
Should go sleep now. I still hate myself for not replying to things. Maybe I can get that done tomorrow. ._. Sigh. I suck.
... not like anyone cares, really. Just felt like noting.
I need to draw. I haven't really finished anything in a long while, and I feel really unproductive. Sure, I've got classwork and all. But I need to draw for myself, too. I have time to. I just. Don't. Get. Anything. Done. Normally because I don't like it, what I've sketched. ._. The propotions look odd, the faces won't work for me, etc. I've got one nice drawing of Arazyal, but I wanted to add a background and I can't decide on that. I have another of someone else (it started off female, then decided it wanted to be male -- looks kind of like Arcon, but I really have no idea who the hell it is. Maybe I'll give it streaks and say it's some weird AU Phenex-thing). And then I have a bunch of unfinished sketches -- one of a Persona-fied Phenex/Benu which. Currently does not have a head. It is also in need of some sort of clothing, because he refuses to let me leave him naked. And I have another of what's supposed to be Gad' with a guitar. Which looks *really* crappy and I think I might chuck it. I also still have my second thing for Spike which is.. mostly done. I just need to finish a few details and ink it. I didn't even start the one for Ishak, 'though. ._. I really need to do that. But I'm bad at drawing muscley guys.. *sigh* Um. Oh. And I have a pen-drawing of an eel/fish boy. Which I like, but am afraid to do anything more with. I don't want to screw up. I just have a really light sketch done for his body, and I want to add in some musculature and spikes and frills and fishy things. So far the only part I've finished on him is the head. And the hair. If I do it right, he should end up having really kickin' looking hair.
.. was not bugged today. Not by Floyd, anyway. Which is good. Here's hoping he does not show up on Monday. I verymuch do not want to deal with him then. Ahn. As for today, turned in my hands. Then had to do a full-page drawing using, mostly, the eraser. Had to black out the page with charcoal and then erase out the lights of the figure. It was a bit odd, and my propotions ended up wonky because I went about it wrong. But eh. It also made me get charcoal smudges all over my face and arms. There's still charcoal stuck in the grooves in my fingers that would not come out despite repeated handswashing.
Nothing important, in the end. Um. I. Still. Hng. I wish I knew what to do in social situations. I could elaborate. I won't. Just leave it at that right now. I don't want to babble, and I don't want to get attached because it's probably nothing.
Should go sleep now. I still hate myself for not replying to things. Maybe I can get that done tomorrow. ._. Sigh. I suck.