Penny For Your Thoughts
Hmm . . .
I have been so busy lately I seem to have lost track of it all. It seems like I never see my friends, I mean I do during school and basketball, but its mostly a blur. Things just don't feel the same anymore. Everyone and everything is changing, I mean it was bound to happen, but its just . . . different. I must admit, I'm not ready for change. I want everything to just go back to how it was, when things were simple.
I am the social reject of the year. I can't help it, nothing I do is ever the right thing. I'm 100% mediocre, and that will never change.
Its hilarious, I look at other peoples "journals" or what not and its all filled with all the things they did on the weekend, all the fun they had with their friends. Whats mine filled with? Bitching and Moaning about how I sat home alone watching movies all night. Yeah, real interesting.
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I have been so busy lately I seem to have lost track of it all. It seems like I never see my friends, I mean I do during school and basketball, but its mostly a blur. Things just don't feel the same anymore. Everyone and everything is changing, I mean it was bound to happen, but its just . . . different. I must admit, I'm not ready for change. I want everything to just go back to how it was, when things were simple.
I am the social reject of the year. I can't help it, nothing I do is ever the right thing. I'm 100% mediocre, and that will never change.
Its hilarious, I look at other peoples "journals" or what not and its all filled with all the things they did on the weekend, all the fun they had with their friends. Whats mine filled with? Bitching and Moaning about how I sat home alone watching movies all night. Yeah, real interesting.
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