Apr 22, 2006 00:34
Ya, it pretty much fucking kills me every time this happens.
It's so sweet and cute, but it tramples my heart, and only makes me feel MORE lonely. My happiness has definately blown into oblivion
This always fucking happens, and I seriously can't deal with it anymore... people should stop being so awesome and making me love them, because this sucks.
That and work make me feel like shit, every day. I hate waking up because I know I'll just end up depressed no matter how much I try to get past all the negative things that go on in my life, and then people get on my nerves about stuff that doesn't even fucking matter.
All in all, I'm going to be alone forever. Fuck.
Kara.