[ never will make the same mistakes ]
Tab's baby is still in the belly. She has a doctors appointment tomorrow, to schedule her induce date. I have been on baby call duty for ever and i can't wait til the mystery baby comes! I think it is going to be a girl :)
Weeekend was fun. went to the seahorse friday night with jenna and cara todd. saturday worked til noonish then went grocery shopping, took a nap then went over chrissy and chris's house for a bit, and schooled them on how to play beer pong lol. then went over jake and christi's for her birthday bash, where I GOT WASTED REALLY QUICK. damn luge and miller light lol. i didnt' even get to finish my 6 pack. i didn't drive home, i was going to but i said i know it aint right, so scott carried me over his shoulder which hurt my stomach and then he gave me a piggy back ride to jenna's car and then scott drove my car home and we met rita out back lol and of course i said i was hungry and wanted to go to dennys, then rita told me to shh cause i was being to loud and i said "f" these old people lol then came in. dropped my stuff and passed out on the couch lol, def woke up at like 8am always lol
today went to the mall with madre got a pair of capri's and then came home took a nap then went over ms melicia's with jenna, and all of them to swim but i didnt swim i just soaked my legs lol. then watches confessions of a shopaholic, cute little movie and now i am here.
i got asked to go the o's game on tuesday with Alex, he is one of the guys from speed dating. he is taking his little sister who is 12, and her friend and he wants to bring a friend so here is where i come in to play, i was not going to go but i figured since i turned down his offer TWICE to hang out lol, that i would atleast give him the benefit of the doubt. he seems pretty cool. so i guess we will see what happens.
wednesday is angie's pamper chef party. then thursday jim asked me to hang out the guy from speed dating again lol. so prettty busy.
anyways its suppose to be awfully hot tomorrow like 100 and some, like oh my! i hope it's not hot tuesday for the o's game, i gotta figure out what to wear.
i have decide i am going to get another tattoo, and get my heart filled in and fixed. i might do the wrist thing but im not really sure, i don't want anything huge i want something that has some strength and power to it
i feel like i had an ephihany(sp?) over this last week, i feel like my "swagga" is finally come back. like i think to myself, wtf was i thinking to be so depressed about some DUSCHE BAG, WHO RUINED MY SUMMER, i said you know i deserve better, and recently what i have found just utterly digust me, i give it a few months before i get a phone call saying im sorry, i love you yadda yadda. i have true friends who love and care and will ALWAYS be there for me, he has 3 friends, 4 including me, i am thee only person he could ever count on. well yeah i will always be there for him because the nature of who i am, but it aint gonna be like it was before. i was there for him and i was his "angel" but to me he is now my "devil" i know i deserve better.
anyways...my tooth surgery is comming up soon yikes!! pop pop's birthday is tuesday and jamie's is on wednesday!
ive decided i am enjoying the rest of my summer and making the best of it. i deserve it. i am an amazing person :)
i have also made a promise to myself. that no matter what happens in my life and me and a guy don't work out, i am not allowed to get upset like did this last break up. yeah i grant myself to be sad, but no guy is worth my tears. god apparently didn't see us as a match for the rest of our life or maybe he did, but either way i know god is going to send me someone amazing. god has had me go thru this crazy obstacles to be ready for the most amazing person ever. i do know now and i will never ever give anyone a second chance. i learned my lesson, there is a reason why things happen, and i know i can get thru this and i will. i know i am a strong person and never ever will i let someone see me at a weak moment unless it is my girls.
i am so blessed to have the most amazing people in my life i don't know what i would have done without them.
tomorrow is monday two of my fav shows. and i need to read big brother spoilers find out whats going on lol.
to0dles!
" sometimes you have to forget how you feel; and remember what you deserve ♥ ♥ "
Weeekend was fun. went to the seahorse friday night with jenna and cara todd. saturday worked til noonish then went grocery shopping, took a nap then went over chrissy and chris's house for a bit, and schooled them on how to play beer pong lol. then went over jake and christi's for her birthday bash, where I GOT WASTED REALLY QUICK. damn luge and miller light lol. i didnt' even get to finish my 6 pack. i didn't drive home, i was going to but i said i know it aint right, so scott carried me over his shoulder which hurt my stomach and then he gave me a piggy back ride to jenna's car and then scott drove my car home and we met rita out back lol and of course i said i was hungry and wanted to go to dennys, then rita told me to shh cause i was being to loud and i said "f" these old people lol then came in. dropped my stuff and passed out on the couch lol, def woke up at like 8am always lol
today went to the mall with madre got a pair of capri's and then came home took a nap then went over ms melicia's with jenna, and all of them to swim but i didnt swim i just soaked my legs lol. then watches confessions of a shopaholic, cute little movie and now i am here.
i got asked to go the o's game on tuesday with Alex, he is one of the guys from speed dating. he is taking his little sister who is 12, and her friend and he wants to bring a friend so here is where i come in to play, i was not going to go but i figured since i turned down his offer TWICE to hang out lol, that i would atleast give him the benefit of the doubt. he seems pretty cool. so i guess we will see what happens.
wednesday is angie's pamper chef party. then thursday jim asked me to hang out the guy from speed dating again lol. so prettty busy.
anyways its suppose to be awfully hot tomorrow like 100 and some, like oh my! i hope it's not hot tuesday for the o's game, i gotta figure out what to wear.
i have decide i am going to get another tattoo, and get my heart filled in and fixed. i might do the wrist thing but im not really sure, i don't want anything huge i want something that has some strength and power to it
i feel like i had an ephihany(sp?) over this last week, i feel like my "swagga" is finally come back. like i think to myself, wtf was i thinking to be so depressed about some DUSCHE BAG, WHO RUINED MY SUMMER, i said you know i deserve better, and recently what i have found just utterly digust me, i give it a few months before i get a phone call saying im sorry, i love you yadda yadda. i have true friends who love and care and will ALWAYS be there for me, he has 3 friends, 4 including me, i am thee only person he could ever count on. well yeah i will always be there for him because the nature of who i am, but it aint gonna be like it was before. i was there for him and i was his "angel" but to me he is now my "devil" i know i deserve better.
anyways...my tooth surgery is comming up soon yikes!! pop pop's birthday is tuesday and jamie's is on wednesday!
ive decided i am enjoying the rest of my summer and making the best of it. i deserve it. i am an amazing person :)
i have also made a promise to myself. that no matter what happens in my life and me and a guy don't work out, i am not allowed to get upset like did this last break up. yeah i grant myself to be sad, but no guy is worth my tears. god apparently didn't see us as a match for the rest of our life or maybe he did, but either way i know god is going to send me someone amazing. god has had me go thru this crazy obstacles to be ready for the most amazing person ever. i do know now and i will never ever give anyone a second chance. i learned my lesson, there is a reason why things happen, and i know i can get thru this and i will. i know i am a strong person and never ever will i let someone see me at a weak moment unless it is my girls.
i am so blessed to have the most amazing people in my life i don't know what i would have done without them.
tomorrow is monday two of my fav shows. and i need to read big brother spoilers find out whats going on lol.
to0dles!
" sometimes you have to forget how you feel; and remember what you deserve ♥ ♥ "