Sep 14, 2004 16:22
That subject line is so familiar. Maybe I've used it before or something. Or someone else has? (I doubt I'd remember that, though...)
Anyway, I just posted the following in my DeviantART journal, and it's the irreplacable, unedittable (yes?) depiction of how I feel. So here it is.
Oh, god.
Do I feel... great.
OKAY.
To all you angsters, the depressos, kiddie-goths, etc, SCREW YOU OKAY XD.
Because right now. My life. Is perfect.
Yes.
Amazingly, unbelievably, unquestionably.. perfect.
No. Seriously. I have thought this over, and thought "How could this be possibly more perfect?" And guess what? IT CAN'T. ISN'T THAT BEAUTIFUL AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAILOVEIT.
And. It is. ALL. Because. I left. CCS.
People at Princeton love me like I never expected. ;_; If I'm not smiling (though I usually am) they will (and have) come up to me and say "What's wrong?" or "Smile!!!" or something.
And these are the people I don't even know. The SENIORS at that.
My classmates..?
Oh god.
I love them alllllll.
And I have a fanclub, if you could imagine XD.
And I'm so happy, I'm not even going to rant about how much I hate CCS, and why it should be hated, etc.
Yes.
THAT happy.
I've made friends who I'd already classify as best friends.
And I've hung out with Megan more in 3 weeks than I ever did with ANY OF MY CCS FRIENDS IN TWO YEARS.
For two years at CCS, I was in a Spanish class with the class above me, class of '05. In those two years, NEVER WAS I SPOKEN TO. (Except when I was complemented on changing my hair which happened maybe twice)
Can you imagine this? It's funny looking back, how for two years, 40 or so minutes every day I just had to sit there in silence because, well, wait, is this supposed to be a Christian school...?
So now, in golfing class, which is almost all Seniors, I have several people who talk to me. (yay!) It's not like it's anyone specific - people just do.
Oh, and it was also pretty cool how someone said "Hey, check out the professional" in Drawing 2 class. ^^;
And I. Just. Love this.