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Ive came to the conclusion that something is definitely wrong with me. Maybe it is just "pre" period talk but then again maybe not. After a long awaited and very impatient five days it finally came. Thursday the day that would make me so happy. But if it was supposed to make me so happy then why do I feel so gosh dang weird. He came home, finally after late night phone calls i can finally say i actually saw him. I ran up to that truck of his i love when he pulled up and swung open the door, then gave him a huge hug. But for some reason i felt strange right then. Then we went back to his house to go out on the NEW boat. How cute would that be going out on a boat just the two of us. Id wanted to go out on the boat all day, or at least a boat since it was at least 90 out.And i still did want to go on the boat, and it was cute, and he told me he had missed me a lot. But still i felt weird. And just so you guys dont get worried about me while you are reading this keep in mind that he did nothing at all wrong, and im just feeling weird cuz im about to start.
yeah im done with that babble crap