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So, I started working at the YMCA again today. I got sick of sitting at home in the afternoons getting fat, so I figured it wouldn't hurt to do something I enjoy and make a little money. I really love it and I totally love love love the kids. Also, I get to see a lot of old friends that I worked with last summer so that's great.
But there's one downfall. I have to see Mike (the ex that broke up with me just before New Years, the kindergarten teacher) every single day. He comes up there to workout and comes in to say hey to everyone. I'm over him and I do not ever wanna be with him again...but I hate how awkward he is around me. I talked to Sam, a guy I work with and like his best friend, about it and he told me that Mike said we broke up because I was too attached. That makes me soooo angry because I was NOT attached. He begged me to come to Birmingham almost every weekend. He called me every single night (I never ever ever called him). He got close to me and dated ME for 6 months...and THEN decided to freak out about commitment. I am not an attached type of person. I don't get attached to anyone...not boys, girls, family. As much as I love everyone in my life, I do not rely on anyone else for my happiness.
So, after work Sam and I went to eat (he and I became really good friends when we worked together and when I dated Mike). Mike called while we were out and Sam told him to come up there but Mike wouldn't because I was there. First of all...that's so immature! Second, now I feel like he views me as some psycho attached girl who's gonna beg him to come back to me if he comes around. That's just not true, and I'm sure he knows that inside his head, but he makes it seem that way to his friends. And I HATE it. Because he created all that we had and he destroyed it. I sat there and took it all...but I was not attached. I know I wasn't, because I actually tried very hard not to be. That was one thing that disturbed me about our relationship after 6 months...I felt like I still had to play hard to get, and we should have been past that phase.
Okay I'll shut up about it. It's just going to make it hard to work at the YMCA everyday.
Everything else in life is normal. Nothing exciting is going on except starting work and not being lazy anymore.
Oh yeah, and AMI GOBER IS 21! Happy birthday!!!
But there's one downfall. I have to see Mike (the ex that broke up with me just before New Years, the kindergarten teacher) every single day. He comes up there to workout and comes in to say hey to everyone. I'm over him and I do not ever wanna be with him again...but I hate how awkward he is around me. I talked to Sam, a guy I work with and like his best friend, about it and he told me that Mike said we broke up because I was too attached. That makes me soooo angry because I was NOT attached. He begged me to come to Birmingham almost every weekend. He called me every single night (I never ever ever called him). He got close to me and dated ME for 6 months...and THEN decided to freak out about commitment. I am not an attached type of person. I don't get attached to anyone...not boys, girls, family. As much as I love everyone in my life, I do not rely on anyone else for my happiness.
So, after work Sam and I went to eat (he and I became really good friends when we worked together and when I dated Mike). Mike called while we were out and Sam told him to come up there but Mike wouldn't because I was there. First of all...that's so immature! Second, now I feel like he views me as some psycho attached girl who's gonna beg him to come back to me if he comes around. That's just not true, and I'm sure he knows that inside his head, but he makes it seem that way to his friends. And I HATE it. Because he created all that we had and he destroyed it. I sat there and took it all...but I was not attached. I know I wasn't, because I actually tried very hard not to be. That was one thing that disturbed me about our relationship after 6 months...I felt like I still had to play hard to get, and we should have been past that phase.
Okay I'll shut up about it. It's just going to make it hard to work at the YMCA everyday.
Everything else in life is normal. Nothing exciting is going on except starting work and not being lazy anymore.
Oh yeah, and AMI GOBER IS 21! Happy birthday!!!