you don't know me, you don't even care.

[karakutie42]

my mom is such a craphead. and i can't even talk to her about anything substantial, like how she should act, or what she's missing, or how angry i am at her, because she goes insane and i'm afraid that someday she'll do something really drastic. we ate lunch together two days ago, and today i find out that she's moving out of her house and renting it to my best friend's boyfriend. why couldn't she have told me that? why does she have to lie about everything? about a week ago she was texting my dad about how much she misses him and how she didn't have that stupid boyfriend anymore...but at lunch someone asked her if she was still with him and she said yes all quiet, obviously hoping i wouldn't hear. i bet she's moving in with him and his damn kids who are so cute that i can't hate them.

i could really use a hug. i'm tired of being upset with my mom. how did everything get so fucked up?