Cryin' Man
No, not Rembrant Brown. (Am I the only one that thought of that when I said Cryin' Man?)
I've been crying a lot this past month. For one reason or another. Watching Big Fish twice didn't help ... thinking about Halloween doesn't help much either. A) I'll be missing the doughnut party at neonphog's grandmother's house, and B) neonphog's grandfather won't be there either. (Why do I cry over David III so much?) Writing this isn't helping much either.
I'm going to switch gears for a moment.
The reason I started this is to point out an observation I've had while crying. That being that when I try to do the louder, more impactful sobbing, it occurs to me as laughter, and that makes me frustrated and angry. So I go back to the quiet, nearly silent sobbing, and I feel like I'm holding something in, holding something back from myself, from anyone that's listening.
I need Seren here with me. She's not, and I can't see her soon.
I'm going to go put my fist through the back fence some more.
I need you here with me
Not way over in a bucket seat
I've been crying a lot this past month. For one reason or another. Watching Big Fish twice didn't help ... thinking about Halloween doesn't help much either. A) I'll be missing the doughnut party at neonphog's grandmother's house, and B) neonphog's grandfather won't be there either. (Why do I cry over David III so much?) Writing this isn't helping much either.
I'm going to switch gears for a moment.
The reason I started this is to point out an observation I've had while crying. That being that when I try to do the louder, more impactful sobbing, it occurs to me as laughter, and that makes me frustrated and angry. So I go back to the quiet, nearly silent sobbing, and I feel like I'm holding something in, holding something back from myself, from anyone that's listening.
I need Seren here with me. She's not, and I can't see her soon.
I'm going to go put my fist through the back fence some more.
I need you here with me
Not way over in a bucket seat