sleep seems so far away
i should really go to bed, i have to be up in a mere five hours, but the fear of repeated nightmares keeps me awake. sleep haunts me in the day, and oppresses me at night.
i talked with my ex-boyfriend from highschool for over two hours tonight, we just talked about us and the good times we had. it was beautiful, free of pain, and full of the memories of what made highschool so wonderfully lame and care-free.
also, i talked with liz tonight and again made an attempt to pour my life story out and make sense of everything that seems to toy with my mind night and day, but i got no where. i miss having someone as a bystander to look into my life and see the things im missing. chris cantoya, come back to me.
i must go, sleep is calling and i have the courage to accept the invitation.
i talked with my ex-boyfriend from highschool for over two hours tonight, we just talked about us and the good times we had. it was beautiful, free of pain, and full of the memories of what made highschool so wonderfully lame and care-free.
also, i talked with liz tonight and again made an attempt to pour my life story out and make sense of everything that seems to toy with my mind night and day, but i got no where. i miss having someone as a bystander to look into my life and see the things im missing. chris cantoya, come back to me.
i must go, sleep is calling and i have the courage to accept the invitation.