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TomaPi makes me incoherent and are apparently the only ones capable of making me write something here even though I’ve been meaning to do it for a while. Not that anyone is going to read… ?
So for some reason the last few days I was in a Tomapi mode let’s pretend for the sake of storytelling it’s not always like this I even contemplated the idea of making another video, uploading all those clips I promised to upload or making a pimp post or whatever. But the thing is I can’t find the perfect song, all the clips I want to upload or the patience to make a pimp post worthy of them, so I ended up… doing nothing. Or more like, I started doing all three but left halfway. Knowing me, god knows what would happen to that. Either I end up with the longest pimp post ever or I drop it entirely.
And then when I was about to go to sleep yesterday I saw Yamapi’s nikki updated. I went to read and….
Me: *is sleepy* *reads* blahblah I hate lies and I can only lie to save a friend blahblah do you agree Toma?
Me: asdkjasd *is suddenly not so sleepy at all*
Honestly, I do think some Akame fans are crazy. But when I stop and think about it, I think sometimes I’m not much saner than them when Tomapi is concerned. I mean, they make a fuss because they are sharing the same air… I get overly excited just because they write each other’s names, how am I different again?
It makes me shudder a little.
Oh, well, back to the point. I find it adorable how Yamapi calls for Toma’s attention. And how Toma responds every time. Further proving Yamapi’s point that Yamapi IS Toma’s weakness. Or was I the only one not missing the fact that when Yamapi updated his nikki a few months ago revealing he was feeling down, just two days after that he said he was having dinner with Toma? Or that Toma explained how to properly type his own name when Yamapi complained in his nikki about being hard to do?
Yeah, Toma reads his nikki.
I know.
Yamapi knows.
But still all that talk after that (blahblah it makes me feel warm that he cares about me blahblah) doesn’t erase from my mind the question that came to mind after the entry that started it all: Either one of them lied to save the other once and that’s how Toma’s name ended up there.
Oh well, it’d be shocking otherwise I guess, considering how long they’ve known each other.
... But Toma certainly does make Yamapi feel warm a lot.
Why do the most stupid things make me feel all… fangirly? I fail.
And just because I can’t get over it…. TOMA WILL BE ON SCP!!!! I can’t even attempt to explain how much I’m looking forward to that (April turned out to be a very promising month!) But if we add this to the fact the he said how he’s focused on acting because that’s what he wants to do and all that… It all made me think something I’ve been slowly realizing since he didn’t show up in this year’s Johnny’s Countdown: I’m just now starting to come to terms with the fact that he’s probably never going to debut… but to be interviewed in that show proves he’s reached a status in the company when it doesn’t even matter anymore I guess. Oh well.
And just because ♥ -->
So for some reason the last few days I was in a Tomapi mode let’s pretend for the sake of storytelling it’s not always like this I even contemplated the idea of making another video, uploading all those clips I promised to upload or making a pimp post or whatever. But the thing is I can’t find the perfect song, all the clips I want to upload or the patience to make a pimp post worthy of them, so I ended up… doing nothing. Or more like, I started doing all three but left halfway. Knowing me, god knows what would happen to that. Either I end up with the longest pimp post ever or I drop it entirely.
And then when I was about to go to sleep yesterday I saw Yamapi’s nikki updated. I went to read and….
Me: *is sleepy* *reads* blahblah I hate lies and I can only lie to save a friend blahblah do you agree Toma?
Me: asdkjasd *is suddenly not so sleepy at all*
Honestly, I do think some Akame fans are crazy. But when I stop and think about it, I think sometimes I’m not much saner than them when Tomapi is concerned. I mean, they make a fuss because they are sharing the same air… I get overly excited just because they write each other’s names, how am I different again?
It makes me shudder a little.
Oh, well, back to the point. I find it adorable how Yamapi calls for Toma’s attention. And how Toma responds every time. Further proving Yamapi’s point that Yamapi IS Toma’s weakness. Or was I the only one not missing the fact that when Yamapi updated his nikki a few months ago revealing he was feeling down, just two days after that he said he was having dinner with Toma? Or that Toma explained how to properly type his own name when Yamapi complained in his nikki about being hard to do?
Yeah, Toma reads his nikki.
I know.
Yamapi knows.
But still all that talk after that (blahblah it makes me feel warm that he cares about me blahblah) doesn’t erase from my mind the question that came to mind after the entry that started it all: Either one of them lied to save the other once and that’s how Toma’s name ended up there.
Oh well, it’d be shocking otherwise I guess, considering how long they’ve known each other.
... But Toma certainly does make Yamapi feel warm a lot.
Why do the most stupid things make me feel all… fangirly? I fail.
And just because I can’t get over it…. TOMA WILL BE ON SCP!!!! I can’t even attempt to explain how much I’m looking forward to that (April turned out to be a very promising month!) But if we add this to the fact the he said how he’s focused on acting because that’s what he wants to do and all that… It all made me think something I’ve been slowly realizing since he didn’t show up in this year’s Johnny’s Countdown: I’m just now starting to come to terms with the fact that he’s probably never going to debut… but to be interviewed in that show proves he’s reached a status in the company when it doesn’t even matter anymore I guess. Oh well.
And just because ♥ -->