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sorry bout my french usage yesterday. i had a terrible night. and that's an understatement. don't want to get into it though. i did learn that not all girls are jerks. kasi wasn't in the room when i broke down, so i walked out into the hallway and hugged the first person i saw, who happened to be jessica. then a couple other girls gathered around to make sure i was ohkay. the rest of the night, i stayed in my room, but i wasn't alone. there was always at least one other girl in there with me, comforting me.. making sure i was ohkay.. it's a good feeling to know people care about my wellbeing.
anyway, things are fixed. he apologized this morning for freaking out. i told him i needed some recovery time - but things will be fine. i'm sure of it. i'm still so frustrated about it though. the whole thing.. even casandra. like.. bah. i do'nt wanna get into it. and i don't want it to be gossipy. meh.
anyway.. it's time for room checks then im going to sleep until dinner. hope you all have a great day. i love you. xoxo
anyway, things are fixed. he apologized this morning for freaking out. i told him i needed some recovery time - but things will be fine. i'm sure of it. i'm still so frustrated about it though. the whole thing.. even casandra. like.. bah. i do'nt wanna get into it. and i don't want it to be gossipy. meh.
anyway.. it's time for room checks then im going to sleep until dinner. hope you all have a great day. i love you. xoxo