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it's amazing sometimes how songs can speak the words of your heart when it doesn't know what to say...
what have i got to lose? cause i can't fall much further down. and look what i've got to win if you would only hear my heart. but now we're at the crossroads and it's time to choose and i guess i just figured, what the hell? what have i got to lose? cause i've already come this far. and look what i've got to win if you would only search my heart and see what's deep inside. don't want to go to sleep cause i don't want to dream. i always wake up with tears it seems.. can't blame it on you so it must be me. i'll beg for forgiveness if that's what i need to do. cause i ain't got nothing to lose. i've lost the one thing missing from my life. but look what i’ve got to win if only i can get you to hear my heart.
as i lie awake in the other room i could probably stay awake till noon time. so frustrating knowing what could be. what's even worse is he used to belong to me. as i toss and turn there's nothing i can do, but if he couldn't sleep maybe we could make up.
don't say goodbye. when your heart decides that it's time to let it through, there's no reason to be scared to open up. cause love may be blind but all of us don't see it. so just once in your life, if you hear the knock of love, just let it in
work tonight was surprisingly good. it was good to do something and get my mind off things.. and get paid for it. not to mention, being there is like being with another family. everyone loves me there and i love everyone there. it's going to be hard to leave them, but sherri said i could work there whenever i come home and stuff, so that's good i guess. i didn't cry at all today, unless you count at like 130 am before i fell asleep. i think i'll go sit outside for awhile now and hope that someone stops by. please stop by...
what have i got to lose? cause i can't fall much further down. and look what i've got to win if you would only hear my heart. but now we're at the crossroads and it's time to choose and i guess i just figured, what the hell? what have i got to lose? cause i've already come this far. and look what i've got to win if you would only search my heart and see what's deep inside. don't want to go to sleep cause i don't want to dream. i always wake up with tears it seems.. can't blame it on you so it must be me. i'll beg for forgiveness if that's what i need to do. cause i ain't got nothing to lose. i've lost the one thing missing from my life. but look what i’ve got to win if only i can get you to hear my heart.
as i lie awake in the other room i could probably stay awake till noon time. so frustrating knowing what could be. what's even worse is he used to belong to me. as i toss and turn there's nothing i can do, but if he couldn't sleep maybe we could make up.
don't say goodbye. when your heart decides that it's time to let it through, there's no reason to be scared to open up. cause love may be blind but all of us don't see it. so just once in your life, if you hear the knock of love, just let it in
work tonight was surprisingly good. it was good to do something and get my mind off things.. and get paid for it. not to mention, being there is like being with another family. everyone loves me there and i love everyone there. it's going to be hard to leave them, but sherri said i could work there whenever i come home and stuff, so that's good i guess. i didn't cry at all today, unless you count at like 130 am before i fell asleep. i think i'll go sit outside for awhile now and hope that someone stops by. please stop by...