as we go on...
the end is near.
one ending has occured. the others are quickly approaching.
i am no longer a high school kid.
it feels weird. i feel older, in a way.
at the same time, i feel exactly the same.
i'm ready for change.
but i'm still not sure it's kicked in yet.
It hit me, a bit, on thursday in publications.
I had a mini breakdown to Danielle, all my fears on friends and stuff came out.
But i love her, she made me realize I can change my life for the better... i just need to do it on my own.
and I will.
This summer is MINE, the world is MINE, I'm FREE to do what I want to do, be who I want to be...
I feel like I can finally be me.
As cliche as it sounds.
It took me a long time to figure out who "me" is.
"Me" wasn't accepted at first, because the old Kristin still loomed in all their past memories.
But I'm here now, ready to be me for all those willing to see who I really am.
I love who I am.
I'm ready to see the world, do what I want to do, love who I want to love and be all that I can be.
Watch out world, Miss Kara Mel is on her way!
Friday was our last day.
Peaceful end.
Then was Starbucks with my best girls <3
I worked, I slept.
Saturday I went to the Bronx Zoo.
Incredible.
Dusty titis, beautiful butterflies, bug carousels and giant pretzels.
We rode camels named Nicky and Rose, took amazing pics and we reunited with Lenny!
It brought back wonderful times from years ago, it was very fun.
Incredible soft serve... but 6 hours at the zoo is TIRING.
Went home, slept again.
This morning I ran Katie D.
2nd in my age category. Pretty cool. Beat my dad.
Saw Alex, ate ice cream.
Went to VIP for the Nail Party.
I love Thao! They're all so sweet.
It was a relaxing 4 hours, ate some pizza, drank some iced tea, and my nails and toesies are pretty.
Sweetheart french manicures... I can't wait for prom!
This week is going to be a blur.
Ready, set, go.
All I want is sushi.
I want it to last.
At the same time, I want it all to end and everything new to begin.
Here's to the future.
one ending has occured. the others are quickly approaching.
i am no longer a high school kid.
it feels weird. i feel older, in a way.
at the same time, i feel exactly the same.
i'm ready for change.
but i'm still not sure it's kicked in yet.
It hit me, a bit, on thursday in publications.
I had a mini breakdown to Danielle, all my fears on friends and stuff came out.
But i love her, she made me realize I can change my life for the better... i just need to do it on my own.
and I will.
This summer is MINE, the world is MINE, I'm FREE to do what I want to do, be who I want to be...
I feel like I can finally be me.
As cliche as it sounds.
It took me a long time to figure out who "me" is.
"Me" wasn't accepted at first, because the old Kristin still loomed in all their past memories.
But I'm here now, ready to be me for all those willing to see who I really am.
I love who I am.
I'm ready to see the world, do what I want to do, love who I want to love and be all that I can be.
Watch out world, Miss Kara Mel is on her way!
Friday was our last day.
Peaceful end.
Then was Starbucks with my best girls <3
I worked, I slept.
Saturday I went to the Bronx Zoo.
Incredible.
Dusty titis, beautiful butterflies, bug carousels and giant pretzels.
We rode camels named Nicky and Rose, took amazing pics and we reunited with Lenny!
It brought back wonderful times from years ago, it was very fun.
Incredible soft serve... but 6 hours at the zoo is TIRING.
Went home, slept again.
This morning I ran Katie D.
2nd in my age category. Pretty cool. Beat my dad.
Saw Alex, ate ice cream.
Went to VIP for the Nail Party.
I love Thao! They're all so sweet.
It was a relaxing 4 hours, ate some pizza, drank some iced tea, and my nails and toesies are pretty.
Sweetheart french manicures... I can't wait for prom!
This week is going to be a blur.
Ready, set, go.
All I want is sushi.
I want it to last.
At the same time, I want it all to end and everything new to begin.
Here's to the future.