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Back to Texas, where I belong.
Lot's of things have happened to me since I left Texas. I learned a lot. Particularly about men. They will always be trash bags, until one comes around that isn't. I'm thoroughly convinced that any guy will cheat, given a circumstance, until I find that ONE that won't. I'm sure I will.
I'm determined this time...my life feels changed. Staying here though doesn't help me any though...it's really hard to stay tall when I'm here. I know what I want to be, but here makes it SO difficult. I can't even explain that. No more slingers, no more drinking, no more no more. I can't. It will bite me in the butt. I know it will, Devon is right. I am scared for that one day.
I can't wait for this. I feel, FINALLY, like I have officially found my life's purpose. It's not even a dream, it's not a hope, it's not a "oh maybe," it's a "heck yes, here I come!!!!!!!!!!"
I can't really explain it to anyone...I know I used to hate that school. And I feel like I can't explain it, "Oh, God told me to," because most of the people I'm surrounded by won't understand that. I just know that's where I need to be in order to make MY life happen, the one I need and want. Not the one my family wants. Mine...my heart is in it. For the first time :)
Texas bound, yet again...
Lot's of things have happened to me since I left Texas. I learned a lot. Particularly about men. They will always be trash bags, until one comes around that isn't. I'm thoroughly convinced that any guy will cheat, given a circumstance, until I find that ONE that won't. I'm sure I will.
I'm determined this time...my life feels changed. Staying here though doesn't help me any though...it's really hard to stay tall when I'm here. I know what I want to be, but here makes it SO difficult. I can't even explain that. No more slingers, no more drinking, no more no more. I can't. It will bite me in the butt. I know it will, Devon is right. I am scared for that one day.
I can't wait for this. I feel, FINALLY, like I have officially found my life's purpose. It's not even a dream, it's not a hope, it's not a "oh maybe," it's a "heck yes, here I come!!!!!!!!!!"
I can't really explain it to anyone...I know I used to hate that school. And I feel like I can't explain it, "Oh, God told me to," because most of the people I'm surrounded by won't understand that. I just know that's where I need to be in order to make MY life happen, the one I need and want. Not the one my family wants. Mine...my heart is in it. For the first time :)
Texas bound, yet again...