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I've allowed myself to be a part of some pretty sticky situations. I'm in one of those, "Will things EVER be alright?" kind of moods. Of course I know the answer...yes, they will be. I need to take life day by day but sometimes it's hard to do that.
There is just so much going on...but at the same time, there is so LITTLE going on. I know that makes no sense but I know what it means to me.
I wonder sometimes if I'll ever be able to trust guys again.
I wonder sometimes if I'll ever be able to change how I am.
I think I'm gonna start journaling. Maybe I can come up with some awesome lyrics and then write more music.
I just want some major questions answered in my life:
one - what am I doing with it?
two - when's Jesus coming back?
three - why do I suck sometimes?
four - will I be single forever? (I know I have guys on my "doorstep" constantly...but I don't trust them. ...none of them...will that EVER go away?)
There is just so much going on...but at the same time, there is so LITTLE going on. I know that makes no sense but I know what it means to me.
I wonder sometimes if I'll ever be able to trust guys again.
I wonder sometimes if I'll ever be able to change how I am.
I think I'm gonna start journaling. Maybe I can come up with some awesome lyrics and then write more music.
I just want some major questions answered in my life:
one - what am I doing with it?
two - when's Jesus coming back?
three - why do I suck sometimes?
four - will I be single forever? (I know I have guys on my "doorstep" constantly...but I don't trust them. ...none of them...will that EVER go away?)