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okay, go aheadddd. go to another state. i mean it's just another holiday you're not spending with me. ...my family will be family oriented. i'm changing our traditions. being home alone sucks.
ugh.
so, i'm making a life change. meaning, i'm losing weight. i'm tired of myself. sick of it. can't stand it. it grosses me out. i feel like a hippo. laugh, go ahead. but it's keeping my self esteem down a lot and i just won't have it. i won't. kajskld. i want to lose a lot in a month, and i'm gonna do it. don't be scared for me, cuz i know what i'm doing. ...i think. all i ate today was a grilled chicken salad, lemonade, and now i'm drinking more green tea. i'm gonna live on green tea.
tomorrow morning i'm going to the gym to run until my legs fall off. they might need to call the ambulance. ...ugh, i'm just tiredd of it. tired. all my friends are skinny. can't i try to be? i know, i can never be a toothpick or anything like it. but i certainly CERTAINLY. can be better than i am now.
.as;dkjaioshgf.
ugh.
so, i'm making a life change. meaning, i'm losing weight. i'm tired of myself. sick of it. can't stand it. it grosses me out. i feel like a hippo. laugh, go ahead. but it's keeping my self esteem down a lot and i just won't have it. i won't. kajskld. i want to lose a lot in a month, and i'm gonna do it. don't be scared for me, cuz i know what i'm doing. ...i think. all i ate today was a grilled chicken salad, lemonade, and now i'm drinking more green tea. i'm gonna live on green tea.
tomorrow morning i'm going to the gym to run until my legs fall off. they might need to call the ambulance. ...ugh, i'm just tiredd of it. tired. all my friends are skinny. can't i try to be? i know, i can never be a toothpick or anything like it. but i certainly CERTAINLY. can be better than i am now.
.as;dkjaioshgf.