I was reading over some of my latest journal entries, and thinking about how i've been acting. And to tell the truth, I'm appalled. I've been acting like a self-centered, awful, dependent person. I apologize to all for it.
I can't act like a brat just because things don't happen my way. I need to make my own happiness instead of complaining about my problems. I need to stop wishing for what I can't have and appreciate what I do. And I need to stop waiting for things that aren't ever going to happen.
Josh- I really need to talk to you. Please please come meet me at the lake as soon as possible! Thanks ~Kara
Here's the plan:
1) Kitchens for ice cream (for self-confidence)
2) Library for a good book (so i can learn to be happy on my own)
3) The lake... for the rest