because of you...
Woo...Ok alot to say.
I broke up with ethan...It killed me doing it but I had to. I dont think he really understands considering he got really mad. He said some prettyy mean things...That hit me pretty hard. But i guess we're "friends" now...
It is currently 8:57 PM on sat night...I'm waiting for derik and Matt to come but I don't think theyr gonna...Truthfully I dont care. lol.
Last night Amandas party was AWESOME! Hehe. I def. had a good time! We danced...among other things. ;-). I love you Amanda!!
I am living the single dream...No not really. I have my eyes on a fellow or two. I think..Neither of which will EVER work. One I have messed up too many times. The other he likes someone else..Oh well. Im just gonna let things fly how they wanna..
Well I am going to go continue my boring life because my parents are too strict and wont let me do anything...I could be with amanda, shane, derik, and matt right now dancing and having a great time but now I'm missing out. :-(.
Kara!
So this is odd,
the painful realization that has all gone wrong.
And nobody cares at all,
and nobody cares at all.
So you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned the letters lover wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
Does it make it any better?
And the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your first kiss
reminds you that the memories will fade.