Life update of suckyness
Becoming disabled has been the worst thing to ever happen to me. I have had to learn to live in a limited income budget. Forget about doing anything fun there is no money after bills I have about 50 bucks to last me 30 days. Oh what fun! The government has decided that 600 bucks is enough for me and my 6 year old sun to live on. To top that off they give me 300 month in food stamps and with a picky 6 year old forget about having enough food. I been trying to dimmest to make some extra money but with my anxiety and brain damage on top of the medicine they are giving me causing short term memory lost and mood swings. Its hard to keep up a good manner. I have talked to people about it they say in short I need to give up and die. Their advice is I should move into an apartment government section 8 housing but all they are, are drug infested child preditor hell holes. I know I got friend who have went homeless because it was better than living in them. Hell I got a nice place here I just need help fixing it up I can keep up keep no problem but noo that’s too damn easy they want you to die so your not a drain on them. I use to be able to pay my bills keep the place taken care of and have fun, I was making about 3500 month doing roofing, concrete and deck building. I paid in my taxed every year and all but noo they say your at your family max no soup for you!! Its time like this if I did not have a son I go give them a pace of my mind.