not knowing
It’s funny how words can bring so much pain to the heart even knowing they are just text on a pace of paper or text on a screen. They can hurt just as bad as of someone smacked you or stabbed you in the heart. I find myself today looking at words that cause me much pain and sorrow for they are word from someone I love and care deeply about. I don’t know how to handle what I read so I read it over and over again trying to understand. But the words bring fear to me, a fear that scares me deep down. What do I do? What will happen? I can only wait now and pray that everything worked out ok and I don’t lose one of the people that mean so much to me.