My mind is a mess tonight.
There is just too much going on right now to focus. So many things that I need to make function and I feel like I'm trying to do it all with nothing more than bubble gum and twine. It would be easier if i would get some more sleep, but I have now idea how I'd pull that off. I don't think I realized how bad it was getting until I took some time away from it all today. It was so nice to sit back, spend time with friends, have a nice dinner, and not think about anything more than the game at hand. It was the first time in a while that I've been able to just put it all out of my mind for a bit. I am so glad to get out of this house, even for a short period of time.
The rest of this month is going to be a mix of chaos and work and fantastic fun. I have so much to do, and so many things I shouldn't be doing but will anyways, that this month will be a blur. Even though I know that this is going to be stressful I almost relish the chaos of the upcoming days. I can feel a shift in how I function taking place. I will go from this floaty, unfocused mess, to something far more functional. It's never a lasting change but it's a nice change of pace.
Let's just see what tomorrow will bring.
The rest of this month is going to be a mix of chaos and work and fantastic fun. I have so much to do, and so many things I shouldn't be doing but will anyways, that this month will be a blur. Even though I know that this is going to be stressful I almost relish the chaos of the upcoming days. I can feel a shift in how I function taking place. I will go from this floaty, unfocused mess, to something far more functional. It's never a lasting change but it's a nice change of pace.
Let's just see what tomorrow will bring.