Seeking balance.
I have a lot on my mind, both tonight, and as of late. My life has been in a constant state of flux, and yet through out it all I've been dealing rather well. Even though I've been busy all the time I have been trying very hard to balance work with fun. So far think I have been doing a good job. Still I know that the balance I have maintained isn't very stable. A bad interaction with the wrong people is still enough to throw me into a nasty down word spiral. I can feel the negative energy and anger twisting and corrupting all of the good things that had happened. It is a "damn that really fucked up my chi" moment. Still I have been lucky in that it hasn't taken much more than a few good songs on the radio to turn things around.
I have also found a new and interesting way of relaxing. It involves the use of my mind at first but then I can tune out and let my hands do all the work. It has done a lot for me in a very short amount of time. Anything that can restore harmony to my life that easily is worthwhile. I can't wait to learn more.
Balance isn't static. It is a constantly evolving and changing game. I may not know all of the rules, and it may be impossible to do so, but I think I've figured out enough to know that finding my balance, my own inner peace, my own path is something that I want to do.
I have also found a new and interesting way of relaxing. It involves the use of my mind at first but then I can tune out and let my hands do all the work. It has done a lot for me in a very short amount of time. Anything that can restore harmony to my life that easily is worthwhile. I can't wait to learn more.
Balance isn't static. It is a constantly evolving and changing game. I may not know all of the rules, and it may be impossible to do so, but I think I've figured out enough to know that finding my balance, my own inner peace, my own path is something that I want to do.