my heart in your hands
i have more than plenty to do, but i can't focus. i'm sitting, waiting, wishing. i know it seems like i can't stop screwing up. i know. i know. i know what you mean to me- everything and so much more. i know exactly what i want- you and nothing else. i know i have it and i don't want to lose it. but this debate, this questioning, this... sigh. i hope you realize what you have and what you can lose. i will be sitting, waiting, wishing- madly in love and worn out.