I Don't Think You Trust in My Self Righteous Suicide
Its kind of funny how you use to talk to me all the time for a good straight week. Then she pops up into your life and you feel the need to not speak to me anymore. I knew you weren't a friend. I mean its not like we really had a special connection or anything. I knew what it was. Fuck buddies. That was it and all it was. So don't make me think we're friends then have no time to even just speak to me because I'm not available to be your fucking booty call anymore. Don't fucking try that bullshit with me because I see right through it. Its exactly how it was before don't act like its any different.
I'm not jealous. I don't care. Hell I'm happy you are dating and seeing other people. I have someone in my life who loves and accepts me just the way I am. You would have never been able to do that. Hell you wouldn't have even bothered trying. I'm not the kind of girl you go for. I don't have the looks that your need. I wouldn't be able to keep your attention for more then five minutes. On my bad times, when I get wounds due to my health condition I know you wouldn't give me the time of day if we were together.
I'm not jealous. I'm not mad. I'm not bitter. I'm just hurt. Because I did love you. I cared for you deeply. And you never gave me a chance. Its ok though because I'm strong and I got through it and have a better life now. Much better without you in it!
I'm not jealous. I don't care. Hell I'm happy you are dating and seeing other people. I have someone in my life who loves and accepts me just the way I am. You would have never been able to do that. Hell you wouldn't have even bothered trying. I'm not the kind of girl you go for. I don't have the looks that your need. I wouldn't be able to keep your attention for more then five minutes. On my bad times, when I get wounds due to my health condition I know you wouldn't give me the time of day if we were together.
I'm not jealous. I'm not mad. I'm not bitter. I'm just hurt. Because I did love you. I cared for you deeply. And you never gave me a chance. Its ok though because I'm strong and I got through it and have a better life now. Much better without you in it!