May 28, 2006 14:29
world of warcraft is taking over my life.
i realized that being physically active, especially at my age, is very important. i won't be able to move around as easily later on, falling victim to arthiritis and other physical ailmennts that pervade the upper ages. this is why i need to get back to running, or something. i need to take advantage of my youth rather than sitting watching the mars volta get crazy on stage or looking at my paladin run all over the map in Elwynn Forest. i have this yearning to move around. whenever i go to see a show i'm even tempted to hXc dance with the rest of them, thrashing about. i just need to move, sporadic movements that fall in synch with distant screams. i'll run everday like before when i was in cross country. there's a feeling, a strange euphoric feeling that separates itself from my exhaustion while running ten miles nonstop. i would like to feel that again--and the blazing rays of the summer sun, or the faint wind generated by my speed.
i want to turn back the hands of time and live with a tribe in south america, or the ainu in japan. hunter-gatherers. shamans. ancient people with ancient faces. i can do without all this technology and killing the earth stuff.
plant a seed in my mouth and i'll blow out a stream of a thousand leaves.