Going West
We've been on the west coast for the last week or so, and things have been pretty awesome. No rain until yesterday, and we've been productive in getting places and doing things (even working public transit flawlessly!). Today is my interview at school!
I'm rather excited, though I've had a lot on my mind this trip, I'm writing this in an effort to unload the rest of my thoughts and focus only on my interview. The fact I'm not really nervous indicates I haven't been thinking about it too much.
Being in the same area as you is tough. I've been thinking about a lot of things, where we stand, where we came from, and where I stand with myself on the issue. I wish this would come to a conclusion, but right now it's all in brainstorm format. Messy, unorganized, and unclear on where it's headed. All I really know is that my mind is a safe haven right now, and I'm grateful for it. I no longer feel comfortable with thinking about you in future tense (thinking as if it could ever happen again), it brings a whole new perspective to cherishing one's memories.
Ironically I've found it's a motivation to draw, which is really interesting to observe from an outside viewpoint. I wonder where my inspiration comes from on a deeper level, especially when it comes to furry artwork. I've always felt it was a representation of my life on a similar level, but I wonder if there's more to it.
Anyways I should probably go get ready for my interview. We're going store shopping as well to look around for places to work, and hopefully getting a good idea of the area we'll be living in.
Alright, now I'm nervous.
I'm rather excited, though I've had a lot on my mind this trip, I'm writing this in an effort to unload the rest of my thoughts and focus only on my interview. The fact I'm not really nervous indicates I haven't been thinking about it too much.
Being in the same area as you is tough. I've been thinking about a lot of things, where we stand, where we came from, and where I stand with myself on the issue. I wish this would come to a conclusion, but right now it's all in brainstorm format. Messy, unorganized, and unclear on where it's headed. All I really know is that my mind is a safe haven right now, and I'm grateful for it. I no longer feel comfortable with thinking about you in future tense (thinking as if it could ever happen again), it brings a whole new perspective to cherishing one's memories.
Ironically I've found it's a motivation to draw, which is really interesting to observe from an outside viewpoint. I wonder where my inspiration comes from on a deeper level, especially when it comes to furry artwork. I've always felt it was a representation of my life on a similar level, but I wonder if there's more to it.
Anyways I should probably go get ready for my interview. We're going store shopping as well to look around for places to work, and hopefully getting a good idea of the area we'll be living in.
Alright, now I'm nervous.