February the 3rd.
Today I felt a little better. Probably just because I got good news twice, Im sure in about an hour i'll be at my lowest again though. Last night I did something baaaad. That I havent done in a while. and fucking rose is still in hiding. although she did call, so by tomorrow night, this will be friends only. I tried to delete myspace, but it hasnt yet. If it doesnt by tomorrow, i'll probably do it then...maybe. Tonight, I have to study. and read. and do an outline for something. or...maybe..two outlines. Im not sure, Whatever. I dont care. I got my computer back, obviously. And Im waiting on Casey's package to get here. She sends the most amazing things. Godddd how god damn depressing. And ..what else. I've been sick. Somethings really wrong, dizzy spells, chills, all that stuff. And it happens like...every other day. Its sketchy. The other two people that live here, went out, so im just really bored and stuff. I think i might die or some shit. peace