maybe things will get better?
Finally home. After a much anticipated ride, I am home from hell. Ally just left, and if you dont want to hang out, I DONT CARE ANYWAYS. And Im going to stop asking. Because I have learned even more to appreciate quiet solitude, and pizza. From now on, if you want to hang out. You ask. Im good in front of this screen. Right when I walked in the door I took a shower. (OCD) I had to wash awaaaaay the weekend and the car ride. Even though I did take one yesterday. I just. I have to take one every day. I didnt eat today and my mom was like "So you're never eating again or something?" But I am right now. Oh god. Food is sex. I have some work to do tonight, nothing Im too worried about. I figure...bed by 2 or 3. Seeing as I slept in the car and all. I have one 4 in my left ear, and I think either tonight or tomorrow night im going to put the other in. Im in the mood for sexual activity and tv. and bed. and computers. Hm. Im going to get more food. <3