Another goodbye....and he's never coming back

[kapersx0x]

Well yeah, I'm so extremely happy. Not really. I just found something out that really wasn't supposed to hurt me, but it did. It really did. He's leaving soon, for either Cali or Florida. Just leaving. And leaving for good. I'm sitting there with tears in my eyes and he's just like "it happens". You tell someone something like that and all you can say is "it happens"? Wow. He always looked like a heartbreaker. But he called me darlin.* Goodbyes are just never easy. Any kind of goodbye brings back too many memories of Summer '04. I had to watch him walk away twice. At least he actually came back once though. This one's never coming back. I still have my [...]. And we matched today! Ha we're cool. But the whole leaving situation still bums me out. I take it we're not "talking" anymore...haha. He'll be missed. He had some great eyes. And he sung to me. Okay I'm shutting up now. I'm gonna go be a cool kid or something. Just do anything but cry. I get to see [...] tomorrow so I'm good. It still hurts though. I'm out*

K-Mack..

He said goodbye from the end of the porch like she'd been some casual friend...Yeah, I could cry but I don't have time